Sunday, June 17, 2012

The End? (Carroll's Journal #33)

I took down my Jude posts from Goodreads earlier Sunday evening. In exchange, I asked that she stay out of my life. That was it. Yet, within a few hours after this, her name appeared in the admin. section of Love Hate Poetry blog again.

I'm sick of this. So, so sick and tired of it all. So, in an effort to regain my sanity and get away from her since she refuses to stay out of my life and quit stalking me, I left all my groups except for the authors lounge. I left Love Hate Poetry. And in the next few weeks, I will be considering leaving Goodreads.

She's not going to change. She doesn't want to be friends and she doesn't want to leave me alone. I don't know anything more what I can do. Except give her the victory. I give up. I don't care anymore. I am done.

Thanks to all who supported me and I wish you all the best.

My personal blog will remain active and if you would like to keep up with me, you can do so right here.

14 comments:

  1. I am sorry to hear this Carroll. I will still be here for you.

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  2. I just.. don't know what to say....
    But... How did she get on the admin section without yours or Ira's permission?

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  3. That's the problem... to be in the admin section, one of the admins got to add her as admin or contributor... You didn't. And I find it hard to believe Ira ever did. For what I know you and Ira are best friends...

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  4. I do not blame Ira. This is all Jude's fault. She could have referred another designer to her to do the new design on Love Hate Poetry. But instead, Jude works her tongue magic on Ira because Ira is a lot like me, very friendly and somewhat easily duped by a sadistic and diabolical mind. LOL

    Ira feels bad about it but she shouldn't. This is all Jude's fault. Her doing and her doing alone. She (Jude) knows this too and I am sure she is getting a big kick out of it all.

    Ira and I are still "best" friends. But I have to cut off a lot of our contact in so that Jude doesn not try and "use" her again to get to me.

    Which is why I am cutting myself off from a lot of my younger friends. To save them from Jude's evil. Once Jude realizes that she can no longer use my friends to get me, that will be one less thing she can use to attack me with.

    I am cutting loose everything and anything that she can use to "stalk" me with. She can't get on this blog. If she leave a comment, i can delete it and then block her ISP. This is what I am now waiting for.

    It's only a matter of time. And now, she has nothing to go after me with on GR. I won;t be on it after the month. My sister will be charge of it. Not me. She will just delete everything. But now, Jude won;t be able to read my posts from my groups and stuff because I won't be in any groups or posting after this month.

    Free at last! Free at last! Good God almighty, I am free at last! LOL (Sorry doctor King, I just had to say that) LOL

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  5. This is why I kept Ira on as an author on this blog, she may post if she wants but she can't invite anyone else onto it. (Just in case this was Jude's next attempt) And rest assured, I'm sure it was/is. LOL

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  6. In fact, all of my "Young" friends defend Jude's actions and behavior by saying it's her age (18) that makes her act like this. What they don't know now, but will discover years from now is, it has nothing at all to do with her age, but everything to do with her character.

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    1. That's what I think too. I know the type, unfortunately. And I know it's not her age the problem. Unfortunately the world is full of crap. Evil people ready to stalk us and make our lives Hell. Jude's part of that crap.
      I am happy she can't probably get to me. And, actually, if she just as tries, she'll have her ass kicked so fast and hard she'll feel dizzy for days.

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  7. Last time I checked, hormones don't make you lie. That's a character issue.

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    1. yup, the issue there is who she views herself and how she grew up. what environment she is in and what kind of peers she hangs out with. Hormones never affect your decisions in life...just your emotional state.

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  8. let jude win she wants that right?so let her feel the winning part...we all know what she is...a Loser

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  9. Oh, I am letting her win. LOL I am okay with that.

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    1. She didn't win.
      And you know why? Because you still have true friends who really love you. The only thing she's got is hate and bitterness.

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  10. Actually, hormones can affect your decisions. I've been a victim of one of those decisions.
    Although I now realize that person was also a selfish bastard, so hormones alone maybe isn't enough to make a bad decision... you also have to be a jerk (or a bitch).

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