Cold Soul Winter

COLD SOUL WINTER - Written by Carroll Bryant

So this is how it feels

A heart that never heals

A world that never breathes

A hurt that never leaves

So this is who I am

Just a shadow of a man

Just another Ponzi scheme

Just another dead end reverie

There was a time when I thought the job was mine

All I had to do was just show up

Back when I was young and much too dumb

Back into the future of a babies cry

So this is where it ends

A place full of faceless trends

A house filled with emptiness

A bargain not for sale

So this is what it means

To hear her silent screams

To know it was all my fault

To bring what was already brought

There was a way I could get them all to stay

With nothing more than a look

Back in the days of unsophisticated ways

Back into the future of a paradox

There was a song that I know I used to sing

Now to only hum the tune

Back in the days of my delirium

Back into the future of a girl named June

So this is what it’s all about

A winter that you can’t get out

A moment in unsheltered eyes

A fragment of unhardened time

There was a road that I always loved to stroll

Where unicorns welcomed trolls

Back in the hope of all isolated fears

Back into the future of an angels tears

So this is how it feels

A heart that never heals

A world that never breathes

A hurt that never leaves

A dream that never dreams